The
wise person does really not look to change anything.
They become
quiet.
They have patience.
They work on themselves.
They watch their
thoughts, watch their actions and
observe themselves getting angry, observe themselves getting depressed,
observe themselves getting jealous and envious and the rest of it.
Little by little they realize, "That's not me. That's hypnosis, that's a
lie."
They do not react to their condition.
To the extent that they do
not react to their condition, to that extent do they become free.
They
no longer care what anybody else is doing.
They compare themselves with
no one.
They compete with no one.
They simply watch themselves.
They
observe themselves.
They see the mental confusion.
They don't run around
shouting, "I am absolute reality. I am God. I am consciousness."
Rather, they see where they're coming from and they leave everyone else
alone.
Such a being unfolds at a fast rate.
It makes no difference what
predicament such a being is in.
It doesn't matter, for such a being is
already free.
When the mind
rests in the heart, that means when the mind does not go out any longer
and identify with the world, when the mind rests in the heart there is
peace, there is harmony, there is pure being.
When you allow your mind
to go out of your Self it begins to compare, it begins to judge, it
begins to feel offended, and there is no peace.
There's no rest.
How do
you begin?
Well, first you realize the place that you're in right now,
whether you think it’s good or bad, whether you think you're happy or
sad, whether you think you're rich, or poor, or sick, or healthy, the
place where you're in right now is your right place.
That's the
beginning. You stop trying to be someone else.
You stop trying to change
your life.
You're in your right place, right now, just the way you are.
If you can become happy and peaceful in the place where you are right
now, all of a sudden you will find circumstances will change in your
favor, and then again you will be in your right place.
Whatever change
comes along as far as your body-mind is concerned, you are in your right
place.
The more you can see that, the more you can look at what I
just said intellectually, intelligently, the more peaceful you become,
the more the karmic patterns begin to break away and you begin to
awaken.
It may be gradual at first.
You notice that things that used to
annoy you, no longer annoy you.
You notice that people that you live
with, the conflicts you've had, they stop because you've stopped.
There's no more trying to get even. There's no more trying to win your
point. There's no more trying to find the right book, or the right
teacher, or the right anything.
You remain centered. You remain free.
When something comes along, whether it's good or bad, you simply sit
where you are and you ask, "To whom has this come?" and you laugh, for
you have separated yourself from your body-mind and you begin to realize
that your body-mind is going through the experience but not you.
So
there is nothing to worry about. There's nothing to fear. There's
nothing that can upset you.
There's nothing that can harm you. You
realize whatever someone does to your body, physically, or with words,
or otherwise, can never, never hurt you because you are not your body.
No matter what anyone tells you, no matter what you see with your eyes
can never affect you, for you are not your mind.
You have
actually separated your Self from your body and your mind.
That's only
the beginning. As you go further your body and your mind drop off.
I don't mean that you die.
I mean that they become less and less important
to you, and you no longer identify with them at all.
You actually know,
and you feel, and you experience, that your body and mind do not exist,
yet you exist.
You do not exist as your body or your mind.
You exist as
absolute reality, as consciousness, and you no longer believe that your
body and your mind are a modification of consciousness.
You just know
that there is no body and there is no mind.
You are egoless.
There is no
reason for your body, mind or the world to exist. You may first feel
this slightly, but you will notice the greater the feeling, the greater
the happiness.
You are beginning to merge in consciousness.
You are
beginning to feel reality.
The world goes on, people do what they always
do, yet you see it quite differently.
You no longer see the same world
you used to see. It's like reading a magazine. The images in a magazine
are in front of you but you are not the magazine and you are not the
images.
Who you are may still be a mystery. Remember, as long as you can
express it, it's not that.
-- Robert Adams, Transcript 39, Sitting in the Silence.